Stress, Mind-Numbing Stress
I have been working on various school projects nigh-constantly (15 minutes break to eat was the longest I have had) since 8am. For clarification, it is currently midnight here. And this was performed with very little sleep the night before. And I have more I need to get done before I can allow myself to sleep.
Also, failure is not an option. I need to graduate this semester since my scholarships are about to run out, and I'm on shaky ground in some of my courses as it is. My only options are to power through it with brute force and ignorance or take a sharp turn on a straight bridge. Frankly, the latter is looking REALLY appealing right now.
Also, failure is not an option. I need to graduate this semester since my scholarships are about to run out, and I'm on shaky ground in some of my courses as it is. My only options are to power through it with brute force and ignorance or take a sharp turn on a straight bridge. Frankly, the latter is looking REALLY appealing right now.
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Good luck getting through it all... if you do manage to get through it all, there will be the sweet, sweet reward of regular sleeping schedules in the end.
Still... shit sucks. Good luck in avoiding a mental breakdown.
At the same time, I found a company to hire me after I finish, but they're so desperate for a programmer that they need one ASAP, so to guarantee the job I've been accepting nighttime freelance work from them.
I've only been doing the double-job thing for two weeks and I'm already going nuts. I've got this miserable trapped feeling that probably won't go away for, say... 24 days.
No stress here!
I fully and completely agree with the above statement.